Monday, May 05, 2008
one week. -.- one stinking week of holiday but i didnt feel like it was. i so cant wait until i get an official holiday in like.. oooh. three months. whoopie-dee-do. -sighs-
got that stupid stomach-clenching feeling again. the kind you feel when you read uber cheesy stuff or when you get jealous. arghx. i'm punishing myself, i know i am. i force myself to see it everyday. why? because i know i can be better than this. come on, i'm almost 17. i can handle this stupid shit. so why doesnt the stomach clenching stop?
i got an mp4 this week. my supplier was super nice. gave me a good price and the first pick of choice! weee. i chose pink coz the blue was just naaaasty. the kind you see on uniforms. bleahs. i hate white coz it gets dirty easily and green.. well.. i had a green gameboy last time, believe me, it drew weird looks. besides its a female's natural instinct to go with pink. or something bright. =/ well most females.
hahah. couldnt pronounce my supplier's name, chia sheng. stupid sia. woke up late on the day we were suppose to meet. finally when we both arrived, he smsed me then i walked over to the phone booth. jacky was like 'careful le, if anything i'm right here' coz we were waiting by the magazine stall.
Chia Sheng's really decent. he told me to call him if there were any problems and all. then he helped me decide the mp4 colour coz at first i kept telling him i dunno what colour to pick. when i paid him, he still gave me back the change lo. i was like 'waaa' coz my other suppliers never give me back change. in fact they take it as if it was just part of service charge. felt a bit bad coz he didnt even charge me for the meet up.
later when waiting for the bus back, i realised why his attire bothered me so much and why the school girl standing near us smiled at us knowingly. WE LOOKED LIKE A COUPLE. -.- coz he was wearing a white shirt and black shorts. AND i wore a white top and black shorts. great. -.-'''' of course, jacky got kinda pissed off by that fact but he didnt mind since he got to see my mp4. it's a little on the small side but i didnt really get it for videos coz i wanted it more for the fact that jacky stole my ipod. =/ hahaha. i want an iphone and an itouch! for no reason other than that i can claim i have one. ahhaha. hence why my mom wouldnt let me buy one.
weekend was kinda blah. practically stoned the whole time. then around ten i finally did some form of contribution to my project work. sorry le louise and bekie. feel bad since they did most of it. so i searched through the net to put some references in. sent it to louise coz i know i'm not bringing the vaio tomorrow.
talked to jimmy kor today. i suddenly miss sec sch. esp sec3 when me and jimmy were tight. as in close friends, arseholes. nearly every week without fail we'd grab a meal together at plaza sing and just talk. that felt good especially since i was going through some problems back then. -sighs- i hate growing up.
got that stupid stomach-clenching feeling again. the kind you feel when you read uber cheesy stuff or when you get jealous. arghx. i'm punishing myself, i know i am. i force myself to see it everyday. why? because i know i can be better than this. come on, i'm almost 17. i can handle this stupid shit. so why doesnt the stomach clenching stop?
i got an mp4 this week. my supplier was super nice. gave me a good price and the first pick of choice! weee. i chose pink coz the blue was just naaaasty. the kind you see on uniforms. bleahs. i hate white coz it gets dirty easily and green.. well.. i had a green gameboy last time, believe me, it drew weird looks. besides its a female's natural instinct to go with pink. or something bright. =/ well most females.
hahah. couldnt pronounce my supplier's name, chia sheng. stupid sia. woke up late on the day we were suppose to meet. finally when we both arrived, he smsed me then i walked over to the phone booth. jacky was like 'careful le, if anything i'm right here' coz we were waiting by the magazine stall.
Chia Sheng's really decent. he told me to call him if there were any problems and all. then he helped me decide the mp4 colour coz at first i kept telling him i dunno what colour to pick. when i paid him, he still gave me back the change lo. i was like 'waaa' coz my other suppliers never give me back change. in fact they take it as if it was just part of service charge. felt a bit bad coz he didnt even charge me for the meet up.
later when waiting for the bus back, i realised why his attire bothered me so much and why the school girl standing near us smiled at us knowingly. WE LOOKED LIKE A COUPLE. -.- coz he was wearing a white shirt and black shorts. AND i wore a white top and black shorts. great. -.-'''' of course, jacky got kinda pissed off by that fact but he didnt mind since he got to see my mp4. it's a little on the small side but i didnt really get it for videos coz i wanted it more for the fact that jacky stole my ipod. =/ hahaha. i want an iphone and an itouch! for no reason other than that i can claim i have one. ahhaha. hence why my mom wouldnt let me buy one.
weekend was kinda blah. practically stoned the whole time. then around ten i finally did some form of contribution to my project work. sorry le louise and bekie. feel bad since they did most of it. so i searched through the net to put some references in. sent it to louise coz i know i'm not bringing the vaio tomorrow.
talked to jimmy kor today. i suddenly miss sec sch. esp sec3 when me and jimmy were tight. as in close friends, arseholes. nearly every week without fail we'd grab a meal together at plaza sing and just talk. that felt good especially since i was going through some problems back then. -sighs- i hate growing up.
what we could have been, 2:36 pm.
